Category Archives: dear jack

dear jack: eight months

Dear Jack-boy,

You are now 8 months old and you just started daycare two days per week. When I picked you up at the end of your first day of daycare, we rode home in the car smiling at each other in car mirrors. When we arrived home and I took you out of the car, you wrapped your arms tightly around my neck and nuzzled your face into my neck so gently. I paused in my tracks, closed my eyes and took a deep breath so I could fully experience your tenderness. I hope never to forget the sweetness of your gesture, which I took to mean that you’d missed me and loved me.

Well, baby boy, I love you too.

Some of the things I love about you at 8 months are:
– Your open-hearted grinning
– The intense curiosity with which you inspect everything you find
– How much you adore your dad
– You go with the flow pretty darn well
– How excited you get when it’s time for a walk in the baby carrier
– The determined noises you made while belly crawling yourself across an entire room before learning to crawl on hands and knees
– The attention you pay to the books we read at bedtime
– The sweet sound of your babbling

With all my heart,
Mama
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jack: twenty-two weeks old

Here is Jack at 22 weeks old…
(June 28, 2012)

22 weeks!

Jack turned 5 months old this week! He is a little chunk-a-monk, isn’t he?

Jack is exploring everything – he wants to touch, grab and hold everything in his path and once he gets what he wants into his grasp, he immediately puts it in his mouth…

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The big news this week is that Jack now rolls over in both directions! He likes to roll from belly to back, but when he rolls from back to belly when he doesn’t want to, he sometimes gets stuck there and fusses out of frustration. While we don’t want him to be frustrated, it is kind of cute.

Here are some more photos from Jack’s 22nd week…

First, Jack still loves to grab for the iPhone. He was on my lap and I was trying to take his photo when all of a sudden his little fingers reached around and he snapped his own picture. No joke. We’ll call this Self Portrait #1

jack's self portrait via iPhone

Jack is now wearing 6 month size. It is fun to be dressing him in new outfits – I like his 6 month clothes a lot. Here he is rockin’ a hot day in a sleeveless pirate shirt that I found on sale and some plaid, hand-me-down shorts…

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Jack is lucky to have received many awesome hand-me-down clothes from his second-cousins in NYC. Thank you, Matthew & Drew!

Jack always loves to hang out with his grandparents. All of them!

Here he is with Grandpa Jack…

two guys named jack

And then he tried on Grandpa Jack’s funny hat…

silly hat

Dear Jack,

Some things I love about you at 5 months are:
–When you eat, nursing or from a bottle, you like to hold onto my finger.
–Your sly, little half-smile.
–The way you bury your face into my neck when you’re starting to get tired.
–You have noticed the cat and now watch him with wonderful curiosity.
–Your desire to be involved in everything we do.
–Sometimes when you nurse you take a pause to gaze up at me as if checking to see that I’m still there.
–How intently you listen and enjoy the pictures when we read you a bedtime story.
–This look…

little chick magnet

–And this look…
the look.

Jack Lawrence, you are our treasure.
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dear jack: four months

Dear Jack,

Hallelujah, my sweet son!

On Tuesday night you slept for 5 hours and 45 minutes straight, followed by 2 wakings. The 4 straight hours of sleep that I got at the same time was freaking awesome!

Then, last night you slept 6 1/2 hours straight, followed by just one easy-going waking for only 30 minutes to nurse. You then slept for another 3 hours and 45 minutes.

Kid, I love the way this is headed and I love you…

Mom
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dear jack: three months

Dearest Jack,

Here we are on the eve of my return to work. It’s 12am and you are enjoying your midnight nursing session as I type this on my iPhone. While these midnight (or later) nursing sessions are exhausting, I secretly, or not-so-secretly, love them because all is quiet and I feel a closeness to you which I hope will remain steadfast as our relationship evolves over time.

Since becoming your mom, I feel like I have grown as a person because you have taught me a new kind of patience, a new kind of tired, a new kind of laughter, a new kind of worry and a new kind of love. I’m a stronger and more selfless woman now, which I appreciate so much.

Now that my maternity leave is over, I want to tell you how much I’ve cherished your first 3 months and spending almost all my time with you. Welcoming you into the world, nurturing your newborn weight gain, seeing your wonderful personality emerge, listening to your sweet cooing, watching the delightful, and often hilarious, faces you make while eating or sleeping, hearing your breath at my neck as you nap on my shoulder, dancing with you in front of the mirror as you grin, seeing that we share a love for a warm bath before bed, the challenge of learning your special quirks & preferences, holding you in my arms as you sleep so I can admire your sweet face and watching you and your Dad become fast friends, already sharing in inside jokes.

In just 3 months, you have brought me so much joy, my little one. You have burst my heart wide open. You are my sweet treasure and I look forward to our future adventures.

I love being your mom and I love you.

Ok, goodnight and feel free to sleep through the night.

Always,
Mom
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dear jack (10 days old)

Dear Jack,

It is the morning of February 5, 2012 and you are 10 days old. We are sitting in the lobby of St. Joe’s hospital after you had your heel poked for your bilirubin test and we find ourselves needing to breast feed in public for the first time.

I pull out the cover to give us some privacy and you are exercising your lungs, the cries from which fill the echoey space. Once you latch there is instant quiet and I watch as you suckle urgently. From under the blanket I have a perfect view of you and your tiny body parts. I love them all and I find I must tell you so! I whisper to you softly…

I love your hair,
I love your ears,
I love your eyes,
I love your cheeks,
I love your chin,
I love your shoulders,
I love your knuckles,
I love your lips,
I love your nose,
I love your eyelashes,
I love your fingers,
I love your belly,
I love your toes…

And now Daddy is here and it’s time to go home.

Love,
Mom