i think i can

The economic crisis just hit my Main St.
This afternoon, the nightmares that I have been having for the past several weeks during my fitful nights of sleep, came true. I knew it. I could feel it in the air and I could see it in people’s eyes.

I have been asked to “cut down hours” at my job to 2 days per week. {Which we all know results in a salary decrease also}

We’d like you to do your five-day job in 2, and we’d like to pay you less money, is that ok?

Lovely.

But I tried to be smart and I didn’t take their offer…instead I asked to think about it over the weekend, which conveniently for them, I will spend working in Houston. I am now calculating everything, crunching numbers and planning a counter-offer while trying to remain calm and bitter-free. It’s hard.

I’d really like to drive over to her house with crazy in my eyes and give her a piece of my mind. But then I remember that I have to keep working for her. Her involvement in the way in which this was presented to me today made me feel really icky – I wish I had a more eloquent word for it, but nothing else fits.

I am now burrowing down to find a way to use this as an opportunity…I think I can!

4 thoughts on “i think i can

  1. That is really scary Ali-bear…but I think you are being smart and calm. Maybe there is opportunity here after all…

  2. Thanks you three…for the warm thoughts.

    And yes, it is scary. Scary and icky to be downsized at a place where you’ve given so much, cared so much, loved so much and tried so hard.

    But I can’t take it personally. I wasn’t the only one.

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