spit it out

spit I am finding it hard to say what I feel. It’s right there, just below my vocal chords. I feel what I want to say but when I go to speak no actual words come out.

It just gets stuck, dammit!

I am not good at arguing and I am a terrible debater! It’s not that I don’t have opinions or a point of view, but I process information in a different way. Perhaps a slower way. I am lucky to be skilled at taking in and processing other people’s points of view, but it is often at my own point of view’s expense.

Grrrrraaaaawwwwwwhhhhhh!

3 thoughts on “spit it out

  1. All this means is that you don’t drink enough… 😉

    “If you’ve got something to say, then say it – and think well of yourself as you learn to say it better.”

  2. Ha – probably true. I used to drink more.

    And I heart the quote. I’m printing and putting it on my desk. Thank you!

  3. I hate this feeling. When you know there is an opinion and an emotion that you feel very strongly – but can’t quite actually process it in a way that it comes out sounding like how you feel it! Frustrating!

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